Me getting in to stupid situations…

Hey,

Well as usual a lot has happened since I last wrote lol. As predicted I couldn’t stay away from DC, however I did realise that when it’s dark and I look out of my window you can’t actually tell whether his car is on the drive or not! I looked out (ok, yes, yes I’m officially his stalker now!) last night and it didn’t look like his car was there but I’d just got in (this was about half 2 in the morning) and his car was clearly there when I went past his. Anywho. I believe that I’d mentioned us going bike clothes shopping. Well I went back to the same shop for a couple of bits with my brother and the same guy was working so he helped me to get a helmet and I got a really nice one ) We were talking for a bit and he said, ‘Do you always just come in here with different men?!’ So I laughed and said, ‘That’s my brother!’ I didn’t mention DC because I was quite happy with people thinking I’m with him lol! I did admit in the end that DC is just a neighbour though! He ended up asking me if I have a boyfriend and told me that I have a great body ‘like a proper woman’ because I’m curvy! As I left he asked me to write my name on a piece of paper so he could add me on Facebook.

Anyway I went home with my brother and I was really excited and wanted to show DC my bike stuff and when I got home he was out on the front with his lodger so I got out, waved manically at him and grabbed my helemt box and pointed at it! He waved back even more manically in a tight t shirt with his beautifully sculptured arms out. Honestly; the man’s body is a work of art! So he started walking over and I stood in the road with him and showed him my stuff, which he was impressed by and then he asked if I was going to the gym and if I wanted a lift (er, yes.) So I went in and got ready to go over to his (pack gym bag, shower, shave etc.) and went back to his in my denim skirt, black V-neck top and black flip-flops plus a silver necklace with a heart on it. Pretty.

I wandered over and he told me to let myself in (as usual) then he came downstairs and started kissing me and pushed me up against the wall. Good times. He’d hitched my skirt up and after a bit said, ’shall we go upstairs?’ I agreed (seriously I have the will-power of a binge eater) and pulled my skirt back then followed him up. As I ran up the stairs my phone fell out my pocket and went bouncing down the stairs on to his wooden floor! Oops! DC looked back expecting me to go get it and I just went, ‘Meh, it’ll be fine!’ and went in to his room!

Yet again he was absolutely unbelievable! Truly amazing! But we filmed ourselves having sex and now I’m creeped out, just whilst writing this it’s suddenly occured to me that he could show anyone. Ok I mean I really doubt that he would as he has a lot more to lose than me and it wasn’t like the filming was (and this sounds weird) but it wasn’t suspicious. It wasn’t like he tried to avoid being in it and it wasn’t like he was trying to make a point of it being him in it (like he would if showing his mates for example) we spoke to each other as we normally would on it (ie dirty talking from him – he didn’t start saying it loudly or anything weird and he certainly wasn’t trying to make sure he looked especially good in it; he was dripping in sweat.) If anyone was behaving differently for the camera it was me feeling the need to put on a bit of a porn star performance so I think I should be ok – talk about a stupid situation. In all fairness any backlash from this and I can play the naive and somewhat stupid kid and do the whole, ‘But he said they had split up! He told me he loved me!’ and he will look even worse. As I say he has a lot more to lose than me… It was good though, really, really good! I can’t believe that someone who I’ve really fancied for so long is actually in to me, as it were *ahem*.

Afterwards we both had a shower and he was saying that he couldn’t really be bothered with going to the gym and that he was really tired so we ended up having coffee and eating peanut butter in his conservatory! We were watching TV as well and just chatting although he was taking the piss out of me as usual! We decided to go and sit in his lounge then and had a cuddle on his sofa. We were both lying down together intwined half watching TV and he kept stroking my hair and kissing me. Oh (just as a bit of a contrast with the loving-ness) he decided to spank me. Now I’m all up for this, can be fun etc, etc. Amusingly once we were done I had a full-on hand-print on my bum! It was really vivid! Very amusing. Anyway I was there for 3 hours(!) and had to go when it got to 10 mins before his friend was picking him up for a drink! He really didn’t want me to go and said that he hoped he’d see me soon and as I left he was saying that he’d nearly gone to kiss me before realising that his neighbours would see! He’s so sexy though ) Before I always thought (ever the cynic) that he called me ‘gorgeous’ so that he didn’t get mine and his gf’s names mixed up but when we were in bed he said, ‘Lydia, you’re so sexy.’ Whoop. Anyway I believe he’s finally going on holiday soon – he keeps putting it off for some reason.

Well after all that drama I went home and the guy from the bike shop had added me as a friend and we were chatting for a bit (he has a gf and in this case I actually had the will power to point out that we are friends with a common interest nothing more.) Well at some point I ended up in his car smoking weed with him! We ended up getting stoned in his car in a lay-by! For God’s sake how do I get in to such ridiculous situations?! I swear other people couldn’t do it if they tried. Well this is how part of the very interesting conversation went:

Him: So what sort of men do you go for?

Me: (Honestly and to put him off) Older men really.

Him: What like your neighbour?

Me: No! Really?! (Laughing)

Him: Oh come on it was obvious when you came shopping together how much you like him!

Me: Seriously?!! (Laughing)

Him: Yeh and it was obvious how much he likes you too! We were all saying in the shop how obvious it was. (ok bear in mind that this is a tiny bike shop so ‘all’ isn’t a lot!)

Me: Noooo, He’s my neighbour, he’s loads older than me and he’s got a girlfriend anyway!

Him: So?

Me: What do you mean? You don’t think I’d care that he has a girlfriend?!

Him: No, I think you’re absolutely stunning, intelligent, down to earth, easy to talk to…I mean he wouldn’t care that he has a girlfriend!

An interesting insight from a man I’d met twice in a shop and then got stoned with. Fun times. Then I worked all weekend, less fun times!

Long post again! I apologise, Love Lyds x x x