Me getting in to stupid situations…

Hallo!

Ooooh, I feel good ) Just did a training session with a friend from my old gym and I feel awesome! Bl**dy love him! I’ve got to remember this; ages ago (when I was at my old gym) I decided that a good CV session was better than sex. Now considering I hadn’t had sex at the time this was a pretty bold decision. However I have now had sex with two men who have both been capable of giving earth-shattering orgasms yet after my workout today I was bouncing about and thought: This really is better than sex! Truly, once I’d done the workout I was on top of the world! I think it’s partly because after sex you’re vulnerable, which would be ok if it had been with Phil because I really liked him but I didn’t really like Joe and I’m not a massive fan of DC either, after my workout I’m strong and I’m on top of the world! Nothing can bring me down and it’s amazing! I was a bit apprehensive about training with my friend today because I prefer to train alone and I’d agreed to meet DC there and maybe have coffee after so I was a bit p*ssed off at myself that I hadn’t told my friend I was busy.

When we got there it was so nice having a gossip and then we did a great session and he really knows how to push me! Anyway I half told him about me and DC, who I was p*ssed off with because he hadn’t turned up, then I noticed him on the mats doing some stretching and he didn’t come over to talk to me (in all fairness I was clearly deep in conversation with my friend, Chris by the way.) After we’d done our first lot of training Chris was talking to one of our joint friends from the old gym so I went over to talk to DC and, my Lord, he’s a miserable f*cker, he really is. It took him forever to finish what he was doing and then finally pause his ipod to say hi. He was clearly off with me so I asked if he was tired and he said, ‘As usual…Is there a ‘y’ in the day? Are you tired?’ Well I was bouncing, and I told him so! Chris then asked me what we were going on next and so that was then end of the conversation. Me and Chris went on the bikes and he really put me through my paces, then we went on the treadmill and I had to save Chris a place while he rang someone so I went on them and saved one for him. Then DC started walking towards me to a treadmill and he obviously knew where I was because he made a point of not looking where I was even though it was directly in his line of vision, so I waved and he still didn’t look up as he walked by and on to the running machine next to the one that I saved for Chris and then when he got on it he finally aknowledged me and I hyperactively explained that Chris was training me and he basically laughed briefly and then pulled a face at having to do a run and then got on with it. So Chris and I did our run and decided to go for a coffee in the gym bar so I went back over to DC to say bye and he just nodded and said bye, I don’t even think he smiled. He’s so boring.

I spoke to the guy from the motorbike shop about it and he told me that I need to think about it logically and that DC would be p*ssed because ‘men get territorial’ about things and that DC probably didn’t care if I pulled when I was out getting drunk with friends because it was unlikely to mean anything and that at the gym it was supposed to be me and him. Sometimes that boy talks a lot of sense and sometimes he talks complete bullsh*t. I’m not entirely sure which one this is. If anyone is bothering to read this let me know which you think this is?! Anyway I found it quite amusing that he was behaving so childishly and so did Chris. Vair amusant.

Anyway I’m now looking for a new job because the chav shop is doing my head in. On Sunday I swear I only spoke to tell people how much they needed to pay and I wanted to claw my own eyes out. They also say I work slowly, which is like the reports I used to get at school, ‘If Lydia isn’t interested in a subject then she works very slowly and sometimes we’re not entirely sure she’s in the room!’ That’s because I’m not; I’m in my own head. Alone, thinking etc. I can’t be doing with the tedious-ness of working there, I know somewhere else will probably be just as bad but it’s taken 6 months for the novelty of this place to wear off so should be a while in the next place hopefully.

I also saw DC yesterday before I left for the gym and we were chatting for a bit and (surprise, surprise) he was moaning again. Apparently he’s had to sell some tickets he had for some match he really wanted to see because, ‘circumstances changed’ basically something to do with his missus that he didn’t want to tell me about. So why tell me he’s had to sell them anyway? Why bring it up? He really is very self-centered and actually interrupts me to talk about himself! Good Lord, he’s p*ssing me off now. I can only see it was a massive mistake to do that video but it’s a bit late now really. Sh*t. Oh now I’m getting worried about it. B*ll*cks. I need to get rid of it.